Better Than Ever
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I think it’s brave
How I search for the stars amongst the darkest of clouds.
I think it’s beautiful
How I doubt my intuition at night
And my head drowns in the pillow.
I think I need to be my guide,
When my heart gets lost in love,
When my nerves start to wreck my skin,
When my brain tries to procrastinate happiness;
Happiness that I deserve, happiness that I want.
I think it’s adorable
The way I rise above my vulnerabilities;
That break me and make me at the same time.
The way I can observe people,
Listen to words and dive deep into emotions.
I think it’s visionary,
The way I build my walls with candles.
I like the way I let it burn and melt and fall.
I think it’s spontaneous
How I love to fall in love
And the way I trust that love too,
To save me from falling.
I think it's magical
How I can make the sky wipe off my tears;
And cry for me.
I think it's sacred
How I am someone's favourite hiding place;
Where he can hide anything and everything
Without the fear of getting lost.
And how he knows, I'll protect his secrets,
I think it's trust.
I think it's new,
How I can undress my thoughts without any hesitation,
How I work to heal my insecurities without any shame,
How I hug my body with confidence,
How I embrace my soul with love.
I think it's hopeful
The way I am experiencing myself.
Better than ever.