My Thoughts

When it comes to thoughts, I often overshare. Here, you’ll know my brain, how I see and perceive things, along with my opinions that are strong yet loosely held.

Scars and Stardust

01/01/24

Standing in a minefield of emotions, as I ask myself - are they really gone forever? What to do with the numbness I feel after my favourite series is over and a...[Read More]

Lunatic

29/12/23

As an overthinker with an overactive mind, I have discovered something. I have a pretty good life with mostly ups but when it's down, I tend to break all hell. ...[Read More]

The Beauty Of Impermanence

15/12/23

Yesterday, instead of taking my usual bus home, I opted for a rickshaw. While passing Basabo, I felt drawn to the overbridge, a place where I often come to stan...[Read More]

Reflections and Retractions

10/12/23

The calendar in front of me on my desk says it's exactly 25 days untill 2024 knocks on the door. 25 seems insignificant compared to 340 days that I have already...[Read More]

One Month In: A New Job; Two Months In: A New...

05/12/23

It's been two months since the world I knew shifted. The familiar routine now carried no work, emptying my calendar dates. I felt the ache of loss. A mont...[Read More]

We Would Glisten As It Fell

01/12/23

It started falling... As the warmth of your hand faded into a memory, A trace of what once was my favourite temperature, My favourite smell. Our flow...[Read More]

The End of A Fall

21/11/23

It's the end of a fall and the nights take way too long to pass. You have more hours to overthink. You get more reasons to guilt-trip yourself. You have m...[Read More]

My Death

11/01/23

When my friends console me for being afraid of heights, water, earthquakes, speed or even scary movies, I want to tell them the whys behind it. Death to me, is ...[Read More]

A Year of Learning Differently

30/12/22

It's been a year like no other. From a subtle pause to a global lockdown to a new normal life to wars and conflicts and injustice, 2022 has been a year of chang...[Read More]

Get What You Want, Manifest

07/10/22

My current situation is the result of the decisions I've made in the past, the actions I took previously. Which means, I do have a good grip on how my tomorrow ...[Read More]

Reading Podcasts, Listening to Books

13/09/22

I mostly read non-fictions because I do not have that imaginable lens to grasp the beauty of fictions. I read to learn, to keep myself motivated. 2022 is my fou...[Read More]

A False Sense of Self-Growth

24/08/22

Do I trust myself? Or am I too good at deceiving? Do I know my path? Or am I lost? Am I growing? Or is it all a false sense? I often ask myself th...[Read More]

Addition by Subtraction

29/07/22

So, the other day, I was thinking, how does knowing math impact our lives? Like, is it even a life science! What’s the philosophy behind “minus into minus equal...[Read More]

Better Than Ever

22/06/22

. I think it’s brave How I search for the stars amongst the darkest of clouds. I think it’s beautiful How I doubt my intuition at night And my head dro...[Read More]

An Open Letter to My Favourite Date

28/05/22

Dear May, You have a beautiful name. May! At exact 12, like every day, my train of thoughts started to whistle. I thought about love, I thought about life, I ...[Read More]

I Was A Bad Parent. Here’s Why.

13/05/22

Facebook really needs to stop sharing my past with me. The 2014/2015, even the 2016 memories! I don’t want to look at those. I don’t want them to pop up every y...[Read More]

An Open Letter to My Favourite Movie

03/05/22

**Spoilers Ahead** . Dear Interstellar, You hit my heart with every emotion. I was expecting you to be a mere Sci-fi movie, with Christopher Nolan as an ...[Read More]

The Day I Decided To Like Myself

22/04/22

today, i didn't snooze my alarm at 6. i wanted to see the first rain, i wanted to see how the clouds got together for a blissful pour. today, i got the top fron...[Read More]

Accepting The Unexplainables.

14/04/22

Contrary to how hectic my April is going, my February and March went overwhelmingly empty. Without any pressure, rush hours, deadlines, exams, worries and emplo...[Read More]

The Year of Questions

03/03/22

Last Ramadan (2020) I used to have panic attacks thinking how I won't be able to survive till the next one. Yet, I was blessed with another holy month. With dea...[Read More]

Some Unorganized Texts, Some Unorganized Thou...

01/01/22

What do I want to write? Why am I writing on notion? I used to hate this app back in 2021. My previous organization used to use this app for project management ...[Read More]

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